my last photo taken in year 2006 :)
Hmms. I have just reached home not long ago.
Was out with yvonne.
Doing one of my favourite activities.
KBOX:D
SOmething embarrassing happened.
:X
Yups.. THink this is the last add-on to my list of 2006 memories lers.
2006 has been a rather great year :D
Really.. I've met great friends, great people.
And, I've a great boyfren too !!
*smiles*
So long year 2006..
I'm hoping fer a even better year ahead of me :)
PAIN! PAIN! PAIN!
*sobs*
I'm hurting lyke shit lahs.
ARGH! for no apparent reasons...
*sobs*
I think I'm dying...
NONO! I don't wanna die before the year ends.
*sobs*
PAIN lahs.
This is just a post-xmas entry.
I wanted to include it in my previous entry,
but it kinda slipped my mind.
You know.. whatever happened on xmas..
wus SO familiar.
yea.. de javu again..
I really must stop sleeping so much.
Xin n her MOST beloved boyfren :)
I wanted to take a zi-lian pic
Duno whats that guy doing ther.
My boyfren loves acting cute more than me!
*bleahs*
Wells in fact,he's cute to me:)
RAWRRR!! *Jer tries to bite my head off*
And this is what he gets for bullying me!
People gets to see a closeup of the evil one!
*grins*
Hmms. Now for the updates.
XIN HAD THE BEST CHRISTMAS OF HER LIFE!! :)
BIGBIGSMILE!
Went over to find him early in the morning.
Went his place to slack ard.
My Jer gave me a new necklace for Xmas.
*prettypretty!*
And a star lantern too!
*SMILES*
Am really happy! :)
Gave him his gifts too.
Urms.. Don't think my gifts to him are all that fab.
*sighs*
Then I followed jer ard while he picked ppl up for church.
Service's great ! :D
I enjoyed it :)
*smiles*
Enjoyed the food, the funs n everything else.
Everyone jus made me feel so welcome n all :)
*happy*
Most importantly!!
I got to spend Xmas with my dear.
And our 1st year anni too!
I am definitely a blessed and happy gurl!! :)
Returned to Jer's plc after everything.
He fell horribly SICK!
urgh.. so feverish n all..
*heart aches*
So horrible lahs!!
And I cldn't even do anything to help!
*uselessme!*
Sobs. Wus soo worried abt him tt I cried.
And when its time for me to go home, I wus in tears again.
*sobs*
So reluctant to leave my dear alone, when he is feeling so awful.
So here I am, blogging subconsciously.
'Cause I didnt slp well ysd.
Wus worried abt him all night.
Maybe I shld go get some more slp if I can after ending off this post.
Get well soon, dear!
*prays hard*
It wusnt a lonely xmas afterall.
And my wish wus fulfilled.
Thankyou dear! I love you lots!
*huggies*
Yayness! Its Christmas Eve!!
*loves*
Hmms. Ysd went church fer xmas service.
Nicenicenice!! ^^
After that, went to meet the gurls in town.
Didn't do anething much.
Went pastamania to eat n crapped.
Took prettypretty neoprints.
as well as some pics with the xmas trees on the streets.
Wus very sad n guilty that I had to spoil the wonderful moment of gathering tgr.
Yes baba! we'll meet up again de! ^^
Long time nv update lers.
Hotel wrk wus horrible fer me the other day.
DON SUCKS!
Stupid arse.
And stupid me, i lost my precious necklace.
:'( sobs.
Am still feeling sad over it.
*sighs*
Hmms. Feeling kinda emo as usual.
Emo-gurl, like what steven always says of me.
He's in KL now.
Don't think he's able to return lo.
The flooding is really bad.
Am feeling kinda neglected/abandoned/empty/lonely/unloved right now.
Online : no one fer me to crap with.
Wus abt to chat happily with kor.
But he's sending his gf back to sg.
My HP seems useless now.
No one is looking fer me;
And it seems lyke everyone else is too busy to even notice me.
Right now, a sense of loneliness engulfs my soul.
I'm feeling so empty deep dwn.
Something's missing.
*sighs*
I'm starting to think that, perhaps, some things weren't meant to stay unchanged.
Hmms.
Going out to get some stuffs soon.
Hais!
Its FIVE MORE DAYS.
Till Xmas.
And a special day fer me.
but.. *sighs*
I guess I'm spending it all alone again.
*sighs*
`alonelyxmas,anunfulfilledwish...
HAHA!
I'm goin on an intensive workload starting nxt week.
All for my christmas pressies.
SO! Ppl whu receive pressies from me,
Pls be appreciative.
*grins*
Think I'm goin to be so dead la.
So long nv work lers.
*faints*
HMMS..
Its TEN DAYS MORE. to christmas and ...
*high*
XIN REALLY WANNA SPEND THE DAY WITH JER!
*prays hard*
`I'm so going to tolerate all this shits at work fer the ones I love..
Urgh.
I really hate to be this poor.
Especially when CHRISTMAS's round the corner!
*sobs*
Imagine being so poor during my favourite time of the year!
*sobs*
Now still trying very very hard to get a job.
So that I can clear my shopping list!
*prays hard*
XIN WANNA SPEND CHRISTMAS WITH MY BOYFREN!!!
myheartactuallyachedwhenitoldyoutogetanothergf:S
Penning down our wishes :D *she very engrossed sia*
Completed Piece.
Wishes on the BIG WHITE BALL ;D
HEEX *grins*
Finally done:D
Haha.
Me n my darling went esplanade.
And did these.
Heys. ALL HAPPILY-ATTACHED COUPLES SHLD DO THIS.
Its really meaningful and a totally sweet thing to do with your other half :D
Yups yups.
OH! And the BIG WHITE BALLS get thrown into the Singapore River.
I think they trying to fill up the whole of Singapore River with them by the countdown.
*prettypretty!*
I nearly asked the person fer a bigwhite ball to bring home.
*blehs*
Yes. I'm moody today.
A real moody tuesday.
And no, I'm NOT pms-ing.
Just feeling not in the mood to socialise.
Very restless.
Maybe plus a bitbit of upset, I guess?
Wus out with Flor.
In search of a job.
At the same time we did some christmas window shopping.
Kinda got everyone's gifts planned out.
Take note: KINDA. so that means not everyone yet.
Stupid me.
HA! Flor wus trying to find out what I want fer xmas.
BUT SHE FAILED :D
Evil me..
I'm a hard nut to crack *shrugs*
Walked the whole of town.
Its been SO LONG since I last stepped in there.
Xin loves the Christmas Trees there!! :D
*prettypretty!!*
OH! And there wus this very cool structure made from STARS :D
Had dinner at marina sq.
And we realised ther wus this acapella grp performing.
It's my fav christmas song!
*high till I faints*
:DDDD
First time hear the acapella version!
*melts in the nice music*
:DDDD
Oh.. then I forced flor to walk with me to Esplanade
so tt I cld see the BIGBIG teddy bear which is on display ther at the mall.
Ha.. Evil me..
And after the final stop at esplanade,
here I am - home sweet home :)
*smiles*
`I only have one smallsmall wish fer Christmas. Can't it be granted?
I MISS MY BOYFREN SO MUCH LAHS!
*sobs*
todae's date seems so familiar.. but I just can't recall what's so familiar abt it.
Hmms..
I'm feeling kind of emo right now.
Haha.
If steven sees this, he'll be thinking "Not again!?!"
HAIS...
*bigbigsigh*
I just got off the phone with TONY
Urms. Bet most of you don't know whu is he.
Hmms. TONY is my gd gd gd fren.
Nth great about tt?
Ha! SINCE PRIMARY SCH.
Plus, we've living under the same roof fer EIGHT YEARS lers.
Urms.. Don't get the wrong idea pls..? *blehs*
Oh wells...
Though, in these eight years, we don't meet up much,
don't talk much..
But, it's always nice to 'bump into each other' coincidentally.
It's a nice feeling to know that sumone is always so near.
Nahs. We never were a couple. So dun misinterpret my words.
TONY's been a great fren to me.
Sumone whom I can count on, whom I can crapped with...
But, jus now.. jus when he told me tt he's moving away.
though its jus 542 blocks away.
I just felt sad.
No more 'bumping into each other'.
No more 'me morningcalling him n goin to sch tgr'.
HAIS
*anotherbigbigsigh*
Oh wells. Shan't get anymore emo-ness anemore.
TONY! Look! this entry is dedicated to YOU.
I just wana tell you,
Don't give up on yourself, even when everyone else does.
And I'll still be here, ALWAYS :0)
Promise.
`Xin
Xin's a happy gurl.
Esp after my chalet n my getawae with my boyfren.
*happy happy*
Chalet wus great!
Though it didn't really have a good start.
Aranda country club's chalet felt lyke home.
Haha.
The interior is just lyke a hotel lo.
*nicenicenice*
Oh wells. First day - we went to buy foods.
BBQ turned into deep frying after the guys decided to buy the deep fryer.
Went back chalet, did nothing much.
Rah, flor n liyi prepared a simple dinner of dry maggie mee with hotdogs.
I only helped to cut the fruits fer all of them.
At night, everyone became engrossed with Lord of the ring.
Den ordered mahjong.
Started playing mahjong fer quite a big proportion of the night.
Had some crappy bedroom conversation with gene, chenweixing, flor, rah n liyi.
Day two - went escape theme park.
Rah's first time ther.
SO MANY PPL lahs.
the guys went off 'cause they can't stand the long queues.
Me got STUNG BY A BEE!
It wus so PAINFUL lah!
But I am so proud of myself.
I DIDNT CRY!
Hehs.
Went back to chalet to bathe.
Can't stand the stickiness!
Wus abit upset 'cause I cldnt go to the ktv in the country club.
'cause THERE IS A DRESS CODE!!
Continued playing mahjong with helmi, clement n tim.
The foods prepared by helmi n the gurls were great.
I didnt help 'cause I wus INJURED!
*grins*
Celebrated ade's burfdae. :)
I had quite abit of luck in both mahjong and blackjack.
*happyhappy*
Tim jokingly said that I wus banned from blackjack.
Had heart-to-heart talk with everyone.
I cried.
Kinda got reminded of myself in the past.
*sighs*
Day 3 - Packed up n went home.
Went find Jer after rushing home to put dwn my stuffs n bathe.
Hmms.
Wus abit bu shuang 'cause of some delay.
*sighs*
Went slacked ard at his plc.
Den went out eat.
Went to watch Saw3
Yucks! I wus so grossed out tt I felt lyke puking everything out, inclusive of my intestines.
So bloody n gruesome.
But, I didn't really regret watching it.
'Cause I watched it with my JER!
*grins*
THANK YOU JER! fer fulfilling one of my wishes fer me:)
Den me read comics while Jer mugged fer his law paper.
Poor Jer.
Hmms. Nth much happened or so.
Came home today.
Sorry honey --caused you to be late.
Oh! Dec 1st marks the day
where me, peipei n flor went clubbing for the first time in our life.
Haha. Just felt lyke saying this.
That's all.
Love you gurls.
I definitely had the hell of a great time with you all:)
Xin n Jiesheng:) *nan de yi jian*
Xin n Boon:) *cute andy!*
Adrian n Xin :) *he's being forced*
Charles n Xin :)
Matt n Xin :) *mr nice guy!*
Xin n Baba's fren *I'm NOT from his fanclub*
05A07 gurls
Xian, Peipei, MS KAT, Mag, Von, Leen
Babes of 05A07 *prettyPretty*
Evon n Xin :)
Xin n Fiona :)
Evon n Yvonne * the VonSss*
Bpghs Tall Babes:) *Joyce said tt*
Xin n ShaoWei:)
Xin n Boon:) *ANDY!!:D*
Flor n Xin:) *loves*
Graduation 2006 - One Last.
Yayness!
Its GREAT!
Pretty successful, I must say.
Took lots of pretty pictures with pretty babes and shuaiges =D
*happy happy*
Pictures are coming! :)
~lalala...
Watched "the battle of wits" with Wquan n Boon.
Great movie lahs.
Initially tot it wus goin to be a stupid boring movie.
But it's really nice!! =D
Andy Lau is so shuai la.
*grins*
Yups. It's a meaningful WAR movie.
Ppl whu lyke watching how ppl use wits to win battle,
shld really not miss out on this!
OH! I wanna see BOON tml!!
Can't wait to see him dressed up.
Tml's a photos day!
yayness.
ohdear.. I think my personality and mood tml wud outshine my outfit. =S
Hehs.
`I miss my BOYFREN! =(
Hmms.
Xin's abit upset today.
Felt kinda threatened.
It's not as though I could help being so.
*sighs*
Oh wells. Finally, gradnite shopping's ended!
First time ever in my life, I get so sick of shopping!
Hehs.
My torture's ended! Hehs.
`if only I can do something about the situations in my life . . . if only I could be not so useless . . .
Happy day.
Went find Jer.
*BIGBIGGRIN*
Hmms.. Slacked ard, watched 'timeline' on tv.
Nice show.
hmms.. Den went his mummie's shop to dye n do hair.
Wus so so so so bored.
'Cause no one really talked to me!
Was alrdy starting to monologue myself.
Ha..
OH wells.. Love my hair nw.. though i still look ugly.
*blehs*
OH! Here's a BIG THANKYOU to my dear!
Fer making todae such a happy day :) *muacks*
Yayness!
I'm almost done with my graduation nite shopping!
Bought my gown and earrings today.
Got a nice necklace lers.
Just left with the heels.
Its gona be rather tough.
'Cause I am very particular about heels.
Heex. *grins*
`lalala.. I did sth fer u todae.. =D
Hmms. Today's a boring day.
Went CWP to meet flor.
Showed her the nice heels and clutchbags.
But she haven made up her mind abt them yet.
Went to pick out this very nice gown fer her to try on.
Ha! My taste all along very gd de.
It looks so nice on her.
Making her look so glam.
Its oni 140!
Hah. Its worth the price.
But nahs.. nt fer me.
Wus packing my rm.
Came across some old photos.
Taken years back.
Such a sad feeling came over me.
*sighs*
WHY CAN'T EVERYTHING LAST?!
*sighs*
`i only want a simple life; a simple me, a simple you.
Today's a great day!
Wus intending to stay home de.
But von's enthu-ness got to me!
And knowing me,
I CAN'T RESIST TEMPTATIONS!
hehs. Brought my sis along as well.
Met her at wdls ctrl.
Then brought her to eat some yummie-licious but cheap food.
Wus glad that she liked them.
Was kinda worried at first.
Oh wells. Went causeway pt after tt to window shop.
'cause I am pathetically BROKE.
URGH! I need a job.
hmms. Window shop wus nice.
Went to try on prom dresses.
I really love the white halter.ithinkitlooksniceonme!=P
Hehs.
I saw a nice silver pointed heels.
N silver clutch-type bag which is worth 138bucks.
Nahs. Not fer me. Suits FLor more.
Went bought some more nice food 'cause we got kinda hungry again.
despite eating alot earlier on. wearebigstomachpeeps.
After which we continued walking n walking.
Finally found some teeshirts tt von lykes.
Von tried to tempt me to buy tt black shirt tt I picked out.
Oh wells. But too bad, though I can't resist temptations myself.
I'm usually forced to succumb to circumstances - being broke.
OH! We took nice neoprints too!
~lalala.. its been so long since I last went into the shop.
*BIG SATISFIED GRIN* I truly enjoyed my day!
`whenyoutrulylovesumone,
thethingsthatyouwlddoferhim/herisbeyondimagination.
Had a nice day with Jer's company.
*smiles*
But my freedom lasted fer less than a day.
Sorry Jer.
Oh wells.. I'm so weak that I can't do aneting abt the situation.
This sucks.
BIGTIME.
Can I pose a qn?
To anyone whu reads my pathetic blog about my pathetic life?
Who really understands me?
~lalala..
My stress ends tml!
FOREVER!
argh.. stupid gu n fei!
*hmmphs* evil people!!
Oh wells.. Going kbox tml! =D
hmms.. wanna share sth here.. =)
Think about this.
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
1. At least 2 people in this world love you,
so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone,
even if they don't like you.
4. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
5. You mean the world to someone.
6. If not for you, someone may not be living.
7. You are special and unique.
8. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want,
you probably won't get it,
but if you trust God to do what's best,
and wait on His time,
sooner or later, you will get it or something better.
9. When you make the biggest mistake ever,
something good can still come from it.
10. When you think the world has turned its back on you,
take a look - you most likely turned your back on the world.
11. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
12. Always remember the compliments you received.
Forget about the rude remarks.
13. Always tell someone how you feel about them;
you will feel much better when they know and you'll both be happy.
14. If you have a great friend,
take the time to let them know that they are great.
ohwells. Gona go off lers. My torture is goin to end in less than ard twelve hrs time=DDD*grins*
Hehs.
Yups, I will be free from Econs tml!
Yayness.
but I'm kinda worried.
Hmms. I just wanna pass nicely.
No need fer As or Bs or even Cs.
I wldn't mind a D. *grins*
Really! That's all I asked for.. so jer, don't have high hopes on me!
OH wells.. I better get going! :)
`it's been so long time since we last talked. Even though the conversation wus short and redundant today, I am glad in some sense that we're talking again.
So fast.. it's my two hundredth post lers.
Been thinking alot.
I shld really do sumthing abt the situation now.
Oh wells. No turning back fer me.
'Cause that would be hypocritical.
I'll just...
the big As are ending.. woohoo~
Forgive me for being so proud of myself..
I just feel lyke exclaiming..
PHYSICAL GEOG IS DARN EASY TODAY!!
*grins*
I was smiling to myself the moment I flipped open the booklet lahs.
*happyhappy*
Hmms. That's about it for the "high"ness of my day.
My day went on a downhill the moment I parted with gene n flor.
The giddiness in me got very bad..
Just felt lyke fainting anytime.
Must have scared the people ard me on the train.
They've got such worried looks.
Hehs.
OH wells.. I'm feeling much much better after vomitting vigorously.
Urgh..the stomach acid tastes sucky.
*bleahs*
Oh wells.. Hope I'll be better tml..
'cause I intend to go KBOX-ing tml.
Urms..no, my exams doesnt end tml..
But no one says I canot enjoy myself in the midst of exams.
*grins*
Urgh.. the giddy spells are back.
*bangs head on the wall*
`dissociative amnesia..? why didn't he come clean with me? it's not incurable.. it's not an abnormality.. you're still normal.. =/ *prays hard*
Can you feel the joy in me?
Yupyups. I might be seeing the last of maths EVER!
Not that I hate maths, but 'cause I think I have got quantophobia.
Heex.
Oh wells. Gene just told me that there might a moderation fer today's maths paper
'cause apparently alot of ppl from different jcs found it hard.
Okay bahs.. Think I can pass it nicely this time round.
*smiles*
OH OH! I saw this gorgeous gown at lot one today.
It's no normal gown; its my DREAM gown =D
But too bad, I can't buy it..'cause it's a wedding gown.
Hehs. But stil, I am very high over it!
*hyperventilates*
`so happy fer dennis.. =D happy burfday ryan!! =D
Today's Drinking Day.
Hah. Ok.. I don't really drink.
But I am meeting my long-lost frens fer dinner,
den hang ard at sum pub, I guess.
Hmms. Oh wells.
I just got addicted to this new song of Joi Chua.
"yong yuan de yu ren"
Direct proper translation: forever a fool in love.
You all shld go have a look at the lyrics.
It speaks of me.
haha.
Oh wells.. Nidda go prepare to go out lers.
Buhbye!
`i m only human; i need more than occasional hugs . . .
Hmms. Today went over to find Boyfren.
Slacked around then go watched Frostbite with Boyfren, his bro and his bro's gf.
Urms. Quite a ridiculous show.
And it doesn't have english subtitles!!
Poor Boyfren..
Oh wells. It's a good comedy if you wanna see it from another perspective.
Hehs.
Oh !! I wanna watch this cutely-named show!!
Its called "BOO" !!
It's so cute-sounding but urms..its a horror for ur info.
I WANNA WATCH IT SO BADLY!
haha. Oh.
And SAW3 too!!
my favourite!! i wana watch it with him:(
Hmms. Did some maths.. Gonna do more later.
I feel like MIA-ing from the world.
Just be all alone sumwhere.
Funny right?
Someone like me thinking such tots.
Abit weird, I know.
I think I would feel extremely lonely.
And awful 'cause the emptiness in me.
Haha. Perhaps, I can't stand it.
Hmms. I will try..
starting when the clock strikes midnight...sounds so fairytale.
BUHBYE WORLD.. =D
`I am but a gurl with just a simple wish..
GP's finally over.
Didn't think that I would fare fabulously well.
It wusn't tough.
I just had a hard time thinking and concentrating todae.
What the hell is wrong with me?!
I shouldn't be letting ANYTHING or ANYONE affect me at this important moment of my life.
Haish. *kabish*
Was pretty quiet for the whole day.
Didn't feel like toking to anyone in particular.
Maybe him?
Oh wells... I will cheer up!
Will not care about anything else besides my exams right now!! :)
`today finished watched Goong.. Sooo nice!
"dunno since when you invaded my heart and occupied it forever..."
Yups. It's tomorrow.
Hmms.
Thanks to all who haf wished me and for all the encouragements.
Really thankful to . . .
BOYFREN ;)
Esther Toh fer her nice starry mms *melts!*
Flor fer being with me thru it all.
Boon fer being tolerating all my complaints and nonsense.
Yupsyups. Got alot of ppl to thank...
Wanna thank my gdgd frens too.
thankyew :junhao,weelun,eric,ryan,ebo,suxian,helmi,kokpeng,AHLong,mrpiggyyap,gene,joey..
All the best to all =D
We can all do it!
Just Believe;)
*exasperated*
My brain is dead from all those hours of studying.
Today, saw my darling broke down.
hais. look what stress can do to us.
Causes FLOODING..
N flooding will lead to the formation of flooplains, leeves and calls for river management policies..
Hehs. Paiseh paiseh.. Studied too much geog le!
Hmms. Oh wells.
I really can't wait till the end of exams.
By then, it will be ME being too busy fer ANEONE.
HA.
I feel kinda pathetic right now.
WHY DOESN'T ANYONE HAVE TIME FOR ME AT ALL?!!
sobsobsob.
*exasperated* someone kill me pls...
Yups. the Big As is just a day away.
But it's oni sixteen days till it all ends.
Being sumone as ambitious as me,
I have had my post-As schedule quite fully booked.
Hah.
Oh wells..
Recently, I am feeling invisible again.
Nahs. No spelling mistakes..
I N V I S I B L E
Hais. Sad but true, ya?
I really don't wish to fade into the background.
*shrugs*
I just needed . . . . . .
FLor gave me this quote . .
"marriage can take a backseat - just as long as romance is behind the wheel."
I still don't really get her.
Hahs.
`Saw3 is coming out soon. I'm watching it alone.
And finally one photo with our dear facilitator, GORDAN =D
Amunching Race '06 was a totally different experience from 05.
I actually participated in the race with FOUR GUYS.
Actually, FIVE -- adding in my facilitator, Gordan.
We started off later than aneone else.
And, helmi sprinted out of sch the moment we decided to set off.
HIS SPEED o.O"
I tried catching up but within abt four hundred metres or so,
I was totally out of breath.
The guys had all seriously forgotten that they had a gurl on their team!!
Hah. The places were easily found and all.
But its the running part that wus.. urms.. how to put it..
AH! A KILLER!!
Running thru citylink mall wus the worst lahs.
I used to run thru that path everyday during work.
But today, the air con seemed to be extremely cold.
Cld feel my lungs, my stomach contracting lahs!!
But amazingly, helmi, black and kingkong sprinted lyke hell as usual.
Later then they complained of chest pains.
Funny things happened along the way.
Quite alot of "cockups".
Haha. But we still managed to get third bahs.
BUT!! we cld haf been the WINNER!
that's a bigbig point!!
We cld haf been a winner if this year's race wus a true amunching race.
This year.. sadly to sae.. wus all about how capable you are of cheating.
Not pinpointing aneone.
But, seriously, tink of it, it is "humanly impossible" to perform THAT well.
Okay, enuff said.
I still think we are the BIG WINNERS anyway.
*grins*
I had fun
though the food wusn't great
and though I nearly died. running.
Alrights. Updating abt sum other stuffs.
Just now, I wus tidying my room.
Came across some old stuffs.
My old diaries and alot of old letters.
haha. Read thru abit.
Brought back some memories in some sense, I guess.
I think I am the only one who rmbs memories that no one actually takes note of.
It wld be surprisingly sweet if someone does. =)
`Iknowthesemightjustendallofasudden..Iwillbefine,Ihopeso.
